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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Baby!!

14th November 2009

it can be said as one among the best days in my life..
why??

my dream (short term dream ;P) has finally come true!!

NIKON D5000.
my new obsession (duhh..) for this december!
hahaha.

i always love photography..

"photo can say a thousand words"

and as for me..
the meaning of a photo is different from one person to another..
YAY!


filling the free..~

it has been a long, long, long time since the last time i updated my blog..
to be honest i don't really feel like updating it..
as i don't write to write about sad things...
i admit..
a lot of things did happen..
although i'm not the person who experienced it..
it happened around me..
to those i called my friends..

is there anyone who

likes being stuck in the middle..?
likes to take sides..?
likes to see their friends not in a speaking term with each other..?

i know that this is life..
it has the ups and downs..
but i wonder if there really a person like that..

one thing for sure..
at least i am sure of..
everyone will get hurt..
and feel the pain..
the unspeakable..

Thursday, August 20, 2009

i've got punk'd.

well..
that is my phrase throughout the entire week.

hurmm..
how to start..

during my 20th birthday celebration, my birthday is on the 18th of august.
but we're celebrating it on 19th of august because we've got a hell of work to do.
actually, we're supposed to have just 'dinner' together as to celebrate my birthday.
also the fact that we're rarely hang out together lately because of our hectic schedule.
suddenly, our coordinator called me.
she said that there's a problem with the name on my birth certificate with my name that had been registered in the QUT.
the names doesn't match.
so i will not get my letter when my friends receive theirs.
i might have problem when we're going to make our passports and visas and whatever.
and there's possibilities i can't fly next year if it can't be resolved.
i was okay at the beginning.
but my friends were being too ''supportive''.
n they kinda pissed me off with their words.
after a long 'hindustan' scene with kejar- mengejar.
there's videos that recorded all the events.

thanx to syeena, becky, far, wanie, khema, asni, ajat, lalia n chuten.
and thanx also to ma'am amyzar.
who's the real mastermind of this prank.

for the best prank i ever got as long as i live so far..

heart them.~

'terbaek la wey'

wuwu~

p/s : tp kire dorg tak terer gak la nk knekan ak smpai mintak tlg lecturer.lalala~



the 'Gotcha cake'


the babes.



the blow.

my angels.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

time is running out..

lots to be done..
still..
sometimes..
ignorance can lead to something unpleasant..
if we are not aware of the people around us..
during the hectic life we've been going through..
there might be some things we take for granted..
especially those who are closed with us..
when we realize that things are not the way it used to be..
perhaps it was too late..
it is too late to mend the broken parts..
leaving scars..

sometimes..
it is hard for me to say the right things..
the truth to be exact..
as it might hurts the hearts..

Sunday, July 12, 2009

11 July 2009

officially..
it's already 1.00 a.m..
sunday that is..
12 july 2009
but i want to wrote about what had happened yesterday..
11 july 2009

i had lunch with my super-best-friend-ever..
shasha..
location : KLCC
the usual place we hang out..
because it's among the nearest to her place..
we did not watch movie..
like we used to..
beacause tak sempat..
i had to meet with my parents that evening..
so we just had lunch and chit chat a lil bit..
apart from jalan2 sampai kaki lenguh..
haha.
^^


hurm..
this Converse sneakers..
there's a story behind this baby..
but i cant find the right words
to put all the sentences together
to tell the tale..
^^
but it's one of the things that made
11 july a very dramatic day..hehe.
definitely memorable..
among the greatest day ever..
one thing for sure..
i really love my new sneakers..
^^

Thursday, July 9, 2009

trifles

it was such a long time since i wrote anything here..
to be honest..
apart from being busy..
i feel it's kinda hard to express anything these days..
hurmm..

anyway..
life does not always shine throughout the day..
sometimes..
rain does come especially on the most unexpected time..

sometimes..
i always feel that it would be easier to run..
from all the things that hurt..
from all the things that are hard to solve..
but it will only makes me a coward..
as only a coward will run
from difficulties in life..
where bliss and happiness
awaits for those who remains patience.

truth is indeed sometimes give more pain than any lies that exist..
but a lie will only create another lies.

trust..
is the most important thing for every relationship that exist in this world..
without trust there will never be faith..
we always thought we knew the people around us
especially those that is closed with us..
but how well do we understand them?
do we really know their hearts?
do we really accept them as who they were and who they are?

gotta be strong to keep holding on~

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

unlucky..

well..
today is my 3rd day of this new sem..
hurm..
feel like years tho..
huhu.
some things did happen..
but i rather not to mention it here..

anyway..
i'm back in kl..
back to my hectic life here..
my sister is not going to go back to uia..
she'll be going to malacca..
finishing her final year..
thank God i still have shasha..
in case i want to run away from here..

i'm kinda frustrated..
my childhood friends..
which i have known since primary school..
they are all still in manjung..
huhu.
mau join mereka..huhu.

yesterday night..
they hang out..
without me of course, since i'm here..
but they thought i'm still in manjung..
so they ajak2 kluar la..
the funniest part was..
the sms from syafiq..
it sounded like this..

"farhana, zaliza ajak kluar. nanti pkul 8.15 aku amik kau."

then i replied..

"meh la amik ak kat kl."

hadoih..
i feel very 'geram' la with them..
why la that night..
why not the night before..
huhu.

and today..
all of them went for jamming..
the boys would be the one of course..
and the girls would act like managers for them..
haha.

spending the day with the whole lot..
it's so enjoyable..
so much fun..
it's hard to believe that we could still be friends and hang out together until now..
back then..
we were children..
who likes to play..
now..
it's pre-adulthood..
we've grown more mature..
which create differences in so many things..
but we still remain friends..
and i should be grateful for that..
^^

haih..
i really miss them..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

kenduri kendara..

holidays are normally full with kenduri..
am i right?
i just got back from 1..
it's my cousin's..
as i said earlier in my previous post..
i had to go there by bus because i'm going to 'ceramah pra L' for car..
since there are no buses from manjung that go straight to taiping..
i had to go to ipoh first..
my bus was at 4.30 and i arrived in ipoh around 6.20..
i took the bus from ipoh to manjung at 6.30 and arrived around 8..
duhh..
what a tiring journey..
but it's worth it..
family first maaaa...
the kenduri was a blast..
i even got a scandal over there..
hadoi...
thanks to my sisters la..
kak nony, kak yong and kak oya..
but i'm not going to tell u guys about it..hahaha.

anyway..
this saturday..
my old friend's sister is going to get married..
hey..
another kenduri to go..

i'm getting bored stay at home actually..
i want to work but there are few consequences i have to think about..
huuu~
i want to do the assignment..
but i forgot where i put the assignment sheet together with the book of reading..
kak yong!!
where the h**l you put that book..
waaaa~
i'm doomed.
huhu.

Friday, May 29, 2009

1st day.

hurm...
the first sem of the 1st degree year has ended..
i'm waiting for the result of my very first degree exam..
huu~
i really hope i pass all the papers..

anyway..
now i'm home..
yay!
good meals are waiting bebeh..
haha.
^^
this weekend,
i am going back to batu kurau which situated in perak also..
it's near taiping..
one of my cousin is getting married..
however..
i have to go there by bus..
because i have 'ceramah lesen' this saturday morning.. duhhh~
tomorrow to be exact..
huhu~

i hope all my friends will be enjoying their holidays.

till then..

peace out~

Thursday, May 28, 2009

KL PAC

these are the pics that i've edited..
do give me your opinion.
^^
thanx~

i love this one the most among all 4.


Emo.haha. ^^

while waiting for our friends.



Guess where were we.haha


Location: KL PAC
Date: 26th May 2009

photography.~

back then..
i know i like taking pictures..
especially the pictures of others..
like my family and my friends..
but..
only now..
i discover that i love taking pictures..

thanks to NORFARHANA for influencing me.
duhhh~

so..
my target now is

not iPod classic
not iPhone
not Sony Xperia X1
not Blackberry Storm

it's Nikon D90.

but i still in dilemma whether i should grab nikon or canon.
just wait and see..

to get this baby.
i need to have at least RM4500+ in my hand..
hurm...
what should i do..
i'm definitely will be working during the 2 month+ holiday at the end of this year..
if i'm really going abroad next year..
i need to consider that as well..
i need to save money for my usage there..
the main thing is i don't want to be a burden to my parents.
i need to plan my budget well..

therefore..

no shopping
no movies
no for everything unnecessary

babes,
if i decline any offer of going out together..
it's not that i don't want to spend the time with you guys.
hope you guys will understand.
i have a mission to accomplished. [mission la sgt kot.haha]
wee~

besides of taking pictures,
i also love to edit them the way i want.
actually,
that's what i do during my leisure time apart from games.
these are the latest..
we're watching a show at the KL PAC.
which i'm not interested to elaborate more about that.
^^
i will upload others after i finish editing them.

peace out~




Tuesday, May 26, 2009

boredom.

hurmm..
i didn't update this blog for quite some time..
lot of things happened..
and of course,
as always,
some were good
and some were bad.

exam was indeed over.
but just thinking bout it made me sick.
hadoi..
i really hope that i'll pass all the three papers.huhu.
please pray for me also..wuu~

peace out~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

hepy burfday shasha! ^^

17th of May 1990.
a girl was born.
a girl whom i have known for almost 3 and a half years.
a girl who is always there
to share my happiness and my sorrows.
a girl who is never failed to be there
when i need her,
eventhough the rest of the world walk out.
a girl who is always making me laugh again
after every cry.
a girl who always believes in me,
eventhough i'm in doubt of myself.
a girl who always encourages me to move on,
a girl who is always asking me to be strong,
eventhough i'm about
to breakdown and give up.
a girl who is always correcting me
and shows me the right path,
when i am wrong.
a girl who is always protecting me.
a girl whom i cannot lie
when i'm not okay.
a girl who always know
that deep inside my heart is broken
although i'm laughing and smiling
to cover up myself.
a girl who always forgives me
when i made mistakes.
a girl whom i can show
the broken and the imperfect parts of me,
but she still can accept me as who i am,
without even judging.
a girl who always understands
my emotions,
my craziness in gadgets,
my passion in music,
a girl who is my greatest enemy.
a girl who is the dearest bestfriend.
a girl who is more likely to be called a sister than a friend.

nurul hanisah bt nordin.
i wish you a very happy 19th birthday.
may Allah bless you with prosperity
and all the happiness in life.
you will always be the best friend i ever had
in the whole wide world.
the angel.

Shasha with Jumby. 17th of May 2009. 12.08 p.m.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009

the climb..~

this is a song by miley cyrus..
which i found it's inspiring..
at least for me..

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Monday, May 4, 2009

great weekend.

most of us went back home last weekend.
not for me tho.
huhu.

anyway,
the best part of my weekend was
i got to spend it with my best-ever-friend.
shasha.
^^
she stayed at my house.
on friday,
i accompanied her to times and sungai wang.
we were looking for birthday presents
for her brothers
and her 'guy'.
if you know what i mean.
haha.
the funny thing was, 
it was kinda difficult to find their things.
but it was so damn easy to find things that grabbed our attention.
hehehe. ;)
at the end..
we did manage to complete our mission.

its tiring but enjoyable day.
plus,
i accidently bump into my sister..
so it was kinda 'kecoh' la when we met.

the next day,
we decided to stay home.
watch movie or doing something else.
but suddenly,
i said,

"sha, ak lapa la..jom kua mkn.."

she said,

'ak pn lapa gak, jom2.."

we planned to go out and eat only.
but how we end up in sungai wang?
only God knew.
hahaha.

shopping mall marathon.
from sungai wang to lot 10 to pavillion to ampang point,
from 3 p.m. to 9 p.m.
such an unpredictable day.
^^


but spending the time with your loved ones is the best moment.
either with
your family,
your bestfriends,
your lover,
your friends,
or anyone
that is important in your life.
appreciate them
while they are still here.

peace out~

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Thursday, April 30, 2009

everyone?

4 days of holiday.
a bliss.
everyone is going back home.
but not for me.
i already went back last weekend.
plus,
i still didnt start revising.
hell.
still,
no comment.
ngehhh~

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

a wasted morning.

a tuesday morning.
a lazy tuesday morning.
but have to wake up.
got assembly,
plus bm class.
a very lazy tuesday morning.
arrived at the maktab.
the assembly didnt start yet.
fine.
(too early la plak..)
parked the car.
walked to the field.
(they are renovating the hall la. have to stand. cis. nasib baik pagi.)
listen to all the 'blablabla'
aiyark..
good thing brought the psp.


my baby.
the bored-saviour.
hehehehe.
^^

assembly finished.
walked back to class.
just arrived at the class.

phone was ringing.
answered the call.
it was syark.

guess what?

'weyh, klas bm tade.'

startled.
shocked.
a sudden rushed of anger.
damn.

walked back to the car.

a wasted peaceful morning.
wuuu~

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Monday, April 27, 2009

good to be home.~

evening people..

after a month ++
i didnt 'balik' perak..
finally i did..
ngehh~~

well..
somehow,
it's good to be back home..
the best thing was,
my sister and my brother were also home.
weee~

it was definitely a BLAST..


these are my beloved mum and dad.
Abdul Rahim & Nooraini
this picture was taken after they went to 'Jom Heboh' in Lumut
on 25th of April 2009.
i didnt tag along because i just hate a very crowded place.
but both my mum and dad really look tired though.



and finally,
these are my sister,
Furzanny Nadya
and my lil' brother,
Muhammad Raimy.
dont they look mischievous?
hahaha!
^^
this picture was also taken on the same day.

well,
the not-so-good-part
when you're going back to your hometown
is
books will be left alone.
they are waiting
for you to grab them.
however,
that will be the last thing you'll do.
(especially for me la. lalala~)

whatever it is,
sometimes,
you need a break.
at least i do.
i want to escape
all the pressure of studying
all the tensions of problems
the hectic life here.

it's good to be back.

peace out~


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Thursday, April 23, 2009

two weeks more..~

exam is now around the corner..
+- 2 weeks more..
but,
the laziness is fully taking control of everything.
the conscience is still there,
but not effective enough
for the mind to order the body to be hardworking..
excuses are made,
so the feeling of guilt,
is hidden away.
the fear for the consequences
of the laziness
is enough
to pressure the mind
and
to make the body to shiver.
however,
it only exists for a certain moment.
and then,
it will fade away
as the result of ignorance.

ngehhh~
lalala~
^^
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Monday, April 20, 2009

at last..~

i would like to introduce
her.
one of my best buddies.
syafiqah insyirah.
we first became friends when i was in kmph.
kolej matrikulasi pahang.
and we remain friends ever since.
she's funny, crazy, loving, caring and the most important of all,
she's a good friend.

iqa n me.
^^

the last time we met was on May 2008.
and after a long time..
we hang out on 19th of April 2009.
+- it has been a year since we last met.
huhu.
it was not planned actually.
i was wandering around sungai wang,
when suddenly iqa text me.
she was on her way to low yat.
and so..
we hang out for the first time for this year.
it was such a crazy day when we're together.

^^

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Monday, April 13, 2009

tablo~

This is Tablo.
^^

Friday, April 10, 2009

thursday~

sometimes,
little things
can affect your life.
the impacts are greater than most of the big events.

things that are trifles to you
might be something to others.
and vice versa.

what is normal for you
might be abnormal for others.
and vice versa.

bottled up feelings.
might change a harmless person
to become the most dangerous person.
if that person explode.

what the h**l am i talking about?

i dont give a d**n.

i dont really have the mood.

i just let my fingers controlled by my brain and my heart,
to 'meracau-ing'

whatever~

peace out~

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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

how far...?

revenge is definitely not a good solution.
it will only make things worst.
yet,
in my opinion.
if we are seeking for revenge.
we are prone to do the things that the bad person did to us.
it will be no difference between the bad person and us.
we are now as evil as they are.
our level will be exactly the same with them.

we are nothing but a monster.
we are nothing but a devil.

plus,
it will not change anything.

why am i talking about this?

i dont exactly remember the date
when i watched
confessions of a shopaholic.
but,
what am i trying to say is not about that movie.
as i walked pass by a poster of another movie,
the movie's caption caught my attention.
i dont remember the movie's title.
but i guess it is a thriller or horror movie based on the caption.

"If a bad person hurt the person you love,
how far would you go to hurt them back?"

it made me think.
when somebody hurt the person that we love,
we might have done something that we never did before.
if hatred and revenge has fully taken control of our mind and heart.
we cannot distinguish between right or wrong anymore.
our mental is unstable.
our rationality is long gone.
the old us is dead.
and the new us was born.
the only thing that we can think of is
how to seek
R.E.V.E.N.G.E.
how to crush the person that crushed those that we love.

"it's payback time.."

have you heard that before?

but how far would we go to hurt them back?

are we only going to make them suffer a little bit
so that they will learn their lesson?

or

if the circumstances are bad enough,
and we lost those that we love,
would we choose to be more aggressive?
that
would we KILL them??

we will never know..

when we are desperate,
when the time is running out,
when we think that we have no options left,
when we think that the laws could not punish them.

we will never know what we will do.

expect the unexpected.

an angelic personality could turn into a devil.
when they are pushed over the edge.

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

long gone~

i love martial arts.
especially silat.
but since
i was not permitted to join sukma,
my frustration took over me.

and i have decided to left

something that used to be a part of me.
something that used to be my passion.
something that i love doing it.
something that i really put my effort in it.
something that was more important compared to my studies.
something that was on my top priority.

after a couple of years.
i tried to instil my passion by joining silat again.
but i think i failed.
maybe
i didnt try hard enough.
i didnt put much effort in it.

i dont know how.
it is hard for me.

i still remember.
during my school days.
silat was among the best thing at that time.
and it still is.

i forgot all my problems.
especially in study.
all i could feel was joy and happiness.
spending the time with my comrades.
together doing our best 
and give it all out
to achieve our goal,
to win the competition.

pure bliss.

i wish i could experience that again.



This is my last time, form 5.
The best ever.

mentally unstable~

evening people..

nothing much to say.
lot of things happened lately,
things that are sweet,
and things that kinda sour.
but this is life.
and
life must go on.
there is no time to 'give up'.
live life to the fullest.
;)

i dont know exactly the reason why
tonight
kema, mina and me
kinda mentally unstable.
we were laughing out loud.
made jokes.
stupid jokes to be exact.
although
we know,
deep inside,
that we're kinda intelligent,
either in IQ, EQ or SQ.
^^

but we did have a blast.
although for a moment.
a moment that will be a memory.
a memory that will last.

peace out~

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Monday, April 6, 2009

pieces~

there must be reasons of why human were created not perfect.

i always feel that,
we are not perfect because we need others to make us feel perfect.
that is why we have family, bestfriends, lover, friends etc.

if we are created perfect in every way.
i dont think we need them.
we could do almost everything on our own.

then life would be flawless.
as it is full of perfection.

life would be boring for me.

every single person that we met,
those that we love,
those that we lost,
are the pieces of our own puzzle.
each and every one of them
holding the pieces that were missing.
they will 'complete' us
and
therefore
make us a 'perfect' human being.

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survival~

according to oxford advanced learner's dictionary
survival means
"the state of continuing to live or exist."

when we heard the word 'survival'.
i am sure that most of us will be thinking for example, war.
but war is not the only issue that needs survival.

in life,
there are so many things that we have to survive in order to live.

if we are students.
we have to survive our school days
and obtain good result
so that we can enroll in our dream colleges or universities.

we have to survive the diploma's years, degree's years, matriculation's years etc.

then comes the working world.
where we are going to face real people
with real attitudes.
sometimes dealing with people are troublesome.

we also have to deal with the workloads.

we will also face the problems of our own.
family matters, relationship issues, financial crisis.

comes to family.
there are lots more.

problems and conflicts are face by every single soul that live in this world.
everyone has their own worries for sure.

it depends on how we deal with the issues.

if we start to run away instead of facing and solving the problems.
we will keep on running for the rest of our lives.

living is a survival.

what i realize is that as we grow older,
there are a lot of responsibilities waiting for us.

the definition of life depends on how we look at it.
it may vary from a person to another.

but live life to the fullest
and never take things for granted.

appreciate every single breath that we breathe.
because we will never know when we will stop breathing.

appreciate those who has always been there for us.
who never fails to pick us up whenever we fall.
who always cheer us up whenever we are feeling down.
our family.
our bestfriends.
our friends.
those that we love dearly.
because we will never know
when God starts to take back those that He lent us.

we have examinations in schools, colleges, universities and even in the working world right?

difficulties and challenges in life are just another form of examinations.
God tests us often and for every pain.
there are times when the 'exams' are to hard
and we are down.
we feel like everything is going wrong.

just remember that all the hard times
are just God's way to make our spirit strong.
so that we can survive any challenges in the future.

that is what i called 'survival'.
able to face anything.

even admit the mistakes that we have done.
need courage.

peace out~

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

dedication..~

this is a song from big bang.
a korean group.
this song is about friendship.
i love it so damn much.
i dedicated this song to all my friends and my bestfriends out there.
especially to my best-ever-fren,
shasha.

this one is for you.
^^

Oh My Friend

1, 2, 3, 4!

If this world makes you sad,
say my name whenever and wherever
I am 911 emergency,
for you only,
I’m only 5 minutes away,
yeah yeah

Your sorrow that you feel isn’t sorrow
It’s a rope that bonded us together

I’ll get wet in rain for you,
run without a stop,
go through a rough wind yeah
Your heavy burden, dark shadow;
I will block them all now

Oh my friend oh my friend;
I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend;
only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend;
I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend;
my friend
I love you (dear) friend

Let’s rock & roll,
man I don’t control
Close your eyes and open your heart (Love & Peace)
(A) Hope you dreamed (of),
trust me,
tells only truth without lies
Walk straight,
limp at least once,
mistakes can happen to anyone
Step on a failure and get up,
goodbye to a wound that aches

(Yo) Come on!
Hold my hand and let’s go,
let’s look for a lost dream again
Let’s fly together,
brush up dusts,
let’s go together,
a person next to you as well
We can’t see an end but future is bright,
there are many chances because we are young
Let’s love each other,
scream louder,
FREEDOM!

Oh my friend oh my friend;
I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend;
only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend;
I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend;
my friend
I love you (dear) friend

(Yea, yea, yea, here we go!)

Leave from bored daily life as you dreamed
Run toward the dream, dear
Go away go away, let’s go away baby
Whoa ho, Whoa… oh oh ~
(Big Bang, No Brain, haha once again) (x2)
(Yeaaa)
Everybody RUN!

Oh my friend oh my friend;
I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend;
only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend;
I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend;
my friend
I love you (dear) friend

the lyrics are somewhat beautiful.
in my opinion.
;)

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Monday, March 9, 2009

i miss them. (",)

beloved mum and dad,
dad n mum 2

siblings;
siblings 2

shasha,
shasha 2

iqa,
iqa 2

HAVOC,
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5Lk,
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3D13,
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childhood friends,
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SR's mates,
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and lots more..

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confusion..

sometimes,

emotions could be confusing..

the mixture of feelings,

could be indescribable..

right now,

i can't really describe,

what i really feel..

however,

i can only sure,

that i do feel,

anger+frustration

running through my vein..

and i don't really know why,

i feel that way..

even the jokes,

made by my very best fren,

couldn't make me laugh..

i forced myself to laugh,

just not to make her worry..

i think i need to figure this out.

but i don't have the will..

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

uncertainty..~

it's funny how things could change in seconds.

example.

u have a blast with your friends today.

tomorrow,
some of them could become a stranger.
you feel like you don't really know them like you used to.

an unfortunate event,
could be one of the reason..

differences in perception,
also could be the reason..

a lot of things could be the cause..

it is really sad..
a person that you know become a person that you knew.

a confrontation might be good..
but it is also could be the worse..

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Sunday, February 8, 2009

i love today. ;)


today.
i've got to spent my time.
with my babe.
the super-best-ever-friend in the world.
nurul hanisah bt nordin
or
shasha.
actually,
she refused to go.
money problem.
but i kinda forced her to come.
i want her to watch 'bride wars' with me.
which i watched it yesterday with a bunch of friends.hehe.
that movie.
is not about the wedding that i love.
but it is about the friendship between them that i admire.
the love.
the loyalty.
everything.

"Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along. "
(Marion St Claire, Bride Wars.)

i really wish.
that me n my babe.
will overcome any obstacles in life.
n still be together for each other.
^^
 
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