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Sunday, December 12, 2010

Tagged by Syafiqah Syiqoq Insyirah

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Fnar
2. Farhana
3. Kaizho

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 10th feb
2.  31st december
3.  17th may

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. give yourself a chance
2. girls day out
3. games

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AS FOR NOW:
1. Airplanes - BoB ft Hayley Willams
2. Talking to the moon - Bruno Mars (iqa, aku tak tiru kau tau)
3. Written in the stars - Tinie Tempah ft Eric Turner

THREE PERSONS (group) YOU MISS FROM THE PAST:
1. Esprit de Corps of Havoc
2. KMPH's friends
3. Secret Recipe's co-workers

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
1. a red Mini Cooper Cabrio S
2. iPad
3. an Alienware computer

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Games
2. Hangout with my family
3. Hangout with my girlfriends

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATIONS:
1. Orlando
2. Korea
3. Home ;)

THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
1. Woolis
2. Chermside Westfield
3. Big W

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. ice lemon tea (seasons only ;P)
2. milo-o-ais
3. juice

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. Phones
2. Wallet
3. PSP

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
1. black
2. red
3. anything dark ;P

THREE HANGOUTS:
1. My room (my sanctuary ;))
2. Anywhere with my girlfriends.
3. Gadgets store ;P

TOP THREE FOODS YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Tom Yam
2. Nasi Ayam
3. Pizza

TOP THREE FACES YOU LIKE:
1. T.O.P.
2. Chuck Bass
3. Tiffany Hwang

THREE THINGS YOU'LL BE DOING TOMORROW:
1. Keeping the kids sane.
2. Trying to be fully awake.
3. Having a good time.

TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME
1. Quality time with my entire big family, girlfriends & friends.
2. Reading comics
3. Playing games

I want to tag these three people :
1. Zetty
2. Asni
3. Becky

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Count on me.

I realized I prefer to spend more of my time alone now.
But I really enjoy my friends company.
They are all I have here,
at this foreign country.
But I have trouble to open up to them.
I tried, but it's still hard.

However,
the blame is on me.
Maybe I didn't try hard enough.
And maybe,
I just don't want to try harder.
Sorry, for not being able to.

21 years of living in this world.
I remember only a few people that barely manage to get through the walls I built.
The people I found comfort and free to show my shortcomings without the fear of being judge.
The people who manage to handle me at my worst.
They make me feel secure.
Thanks.
For stubbornly insist on being in my life.
For the care
For the acceptance
For the love
You know I'm talking about you.

People come, and people go.
For the people who aren't able to stay.
It's just life.

I was just browsing into a few blogs.
Definitely my friends' are my priority.

Iqa dedicated a song.
A song that definitely touch my heart.
Thanks babe.
It's from Bruno Mars, 'Count On Me'.



Bruno Mars - Count On Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you
Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah
If tou toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you
Ohh
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you


You always know when I need someone the most.
You always do.
Thanks.
I love you, Iqa
^^

Monday, August 30, 2010

no more.

 I can feel the gaps are getting deeper.
I can see the walls are getting higher.

 But,

I wonder why i just let it be.
No more fighting back.
I don't resist.
No more mending.
No more effort.
Simply,
Just let it be.

I don't have the strength anymore.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Silence

Silence.

Silence is able to break a heart.

The unspoken words have the power to kill a soul.

Silence.

It is able to create wonder and doubt.

Thus, making things worst.

Everyone can say their greatest fear is God.

I am second to that.

However, apart from that,

there's one fear I am always afraid of.

It is losing.

Losing?

It's not losing in games, talking, debating all that kind of stuff.

I don't really care about that.

I'm afraid of losing the people that I love, people that i care.

My family, my bestfriend, my gangs, my friends.

All of them complete my life, they complete my soul.

And I am losing a piece of the puzzles.

Distance is said to be the cause of it.

Damn.

What could have been wrong?

And now,

I'm losing myself.

I look into the mirror, and I see a stranger.

A stranger, a person I swore I'll never be.

Time to wake up from this nightmare.

But I don't have the will, the power and the strength the get up.

Congratulations.

You have succeeded tremendously in killing me.

Thank you.

Monday, July 26, 2010

hope that i'm wrong

feels uneasy.
there's something wrong.

i can see the damage.

sometimes,
i do hate my instinct.
never been wrong so far.

something not good is about to come.

this is bad.

*pray to Allah*

Saturday, July 24, 2010

toys and me :)

today i went out with yana and mas.
they're looking for some storybooks for their story-telling unit..
and i was just messing around
looking for one thing
that i've been searching for throughout last semester..

so we went to target, some bookshops n some TOYS store..
i capitalised the word 'toys' there..
why?
because some people always give me
'the-unbelieveable-annoying' look
whenever i go into the toys store and hold some stuff..
some..not all..
oh yeah..i'm a girl and so what?
have a problem with that, deal with it.
immature you say?
i'm proud to have that childish part of me.
btw, my gadgets, my games..those are my toys also fyi.. :P
and i'm always thanksful that i've been with people who always 'layan' my hobbies..
you're the best guys !
you know who you are.. ^^
i'm sorry that what i'm interested with is not the same with you.
i respect yours.
and i hope at least you could respect mine.
thank you very much.

okay.
shut up fnar.
back to the story.

i was looking for a mini cooper replica.
preferebly 1:24 but i wouldn't mind a bigger size.

searching..searching..

nahh..none..

after a few toys store..
*yana and mas really know king george square damn well*

and i found the one..
it's slightly bigger..
1:18
OLD MINI COOPER
*the vintage one which i adore*
but the most important is it is RED.

oh mann..but the price is a bit over my budget..huhu
plus i'm extremely broke at the moment..sigh..

i asked the guy if they have a smaller one..
and the guy said no..
but he said they have the 1:24 of the newer version of mini cooper..
so he showed me the one he was talking about..
hurmm..
it's the mini cooper cabrio..n it's blue..
i love the cabrio..
but..
it's blue.. =.=
smaller n much cheaper than the red one..

after much consideration..
especially about budget..
i bought the blue cabrio..

i'll wait for my next allowance and get myself the red old cooper..

it's a must !
*next mission*

while i was searching for the cooper,
mas and yana help me through..thanks babes !
and they found a hot wheels version of it.. *terharu*

it was a blast..
and it had been a long time since i enjoyed myself in a bookstore..
heyy..i did buy a couple of books..errr.. :P

finally.
i'm pretty freaking broke.
no joke and this time i'm serious about it.
^^

i love it. <3
the yellow cute mini is the hot wheels version..
*thanks to mas and yana :)*

bila ym pengikat persahabatan :)

hurm..

this is an extract of my ym with iqa..
saje suka2 nk letak since tak tau nk letak apa..
bila baca balik kelakar pulak.. XD

BUZZ!!!
Iqa: babe
BUZZ!!!
fnar_kaizho: iqa !
Iqa: sorry2
Iqa: aku asek ada hal je
Iqa: what time sana?
fnar_kaizho: it's okay la babe..
fnar_kaizho: skrg da pukul 1.15..
Iqa: oh
Iqa: tak tido lagi?
Iqa: kau sehat?
Iqa: sumpah aku rindu kau
Iqa: kalau byk duit aku fly skg jugak pegi jumpa kau
Iqa: betul!
fnar_kaizho: 1.15 petang la syg !
fnar_kaizho: hahaha
fnar_kaizho: ak pon rindu kau jugakkk
Iqa: eh eh
fnar_kaizho: nk balik malaysiaa
Iqa: hahah
fnar_kaizho: waa
Iqa: bila balik?
fnar_kaizho: ak balik bulan 12 ni kejap..
fnar_kaizho: kau free tak time tu??
Iqa: berapa minggu
fnar_kaizho: paling kejap..sebulan..
Iqa: okay2
Iqa: aku cuti
fnar_kaizho: maybe mid jan ak balik sini balik dah..
Iqa: kalau aku dtg perk pun bole je
Iqa: okay2
Iqa: *perak
fnar_kaizho: ak turun kl pon buleh..
fnar_kaizho: haha
Iqa: haha
fnar_kaizho: kau ape cerita?
Iqa: ha okay2
fnar_kaizho: ada baek?
Iqa: banyak sangat cerita babe
Iqa: tak baik sgt
fnar_kaizho: ak suka byk2 cerita..haha
fnar_kaizho: kenapa?
Iqa: tapi tak sempat2 nak cerita kat kau
Iqa: aku mcm sakit lately
Iqa: diorg kata muka aku muka pnt + pucat
Iqa: aku takut aku sakit je
fnar_kaizho: haishh..ada pegi jumpa doc tak?
Iqa: tak ada
Iqa: tak cukup rest je kot
Iqa: jumpa doc kang dia tanya aku sakit apa, aku mana la tahu nak jawab
Iqa: weh,
Iqa: rindu kau
Iqa: ish
Iqa: aku rasa nak nangis pulak skg
Iqa: rindu kau sgt
fnar_kaizho: nanti kalau doc tu tanya kau sakit apa
fnar_kaizho: kau ckp kat doc tu
fnar_kaizho: "kalau sy tahu takde la sy dtg jumpa doc"
fnar_kaizho: muahaha
Iqa: hahah
fnar_kaizho: woish..
Iqa: kau ckp pandai kan skg
fnar_kaizho: ak rindu sgt jugak..
fnar_kaizho: haha
fnar_kaizho: dulu ak tak pandai ckp ke?
fnar_kaizho: haha
Iqa: pandai gak
fnar_kaizho: weh nanti ak balik kau wajib jumpa aku
fnar_kaizho: haha
Iqa: dengan kaki kaki sekali kau ckp
Iqa: ye
Iqa: promise!
Iqa: aku sanggup ponteng nak jumpa kau kalau ada class haha
fnar_kaizho: kau pon pandai ckp ngn kaki jugak..
fnar_kaizho: kita kan sekaki
fnar_kaizho: aha
fnar_kaizho: haha
Iqa: hahahah
fnar_kaizho: aku join ko masuk kelas
fnar_kaizho: haha
Iqa: babi la fnar mata aku dah berair
Iqa: sat
Iqa: aku mandi sat
fnar_kaizho: alaa
fnar_kaizho: ak join nangis jugak kang nie
fnar_kaizho: huhu
Iqa: kang melalak kat sini rumate aku nampak, tak macho la
Iqa: hahah
fnar_kaizho: aicehh..
fnar_kaizho: haha
fnar_kaizho: okeh2..
Iqa: jangan la
fnar_kaizho: pegi la mandii..
fnar_kaizho: huhu
Iqa: jap
fnar_kaizho: no worries..
Iqa: i'l get back to u real soon
fnar_kaizho: i'll be here when u're done..

sumpah ak rindu kau sgt2 ! :(
u're one of my fav. :)
p/s : sorry babe..aku off9 sbb turn aku masak time tuh..takde time kau buzz..huhu. :((
 si nerdy dan si nerdy

Sunday, July 18, 2010

2nd year : semester 2

a new semester.
another new start.
hope this one will be a good one.
insyaAllah ~

funny.
i just realized it has been only +- 7 months living here.
because it feels like forever.
oh well,
7 motnhs still a long time though.

dayyuumm. =.=

last semester taught me that i was too busy collecting stones,
and i almost slipped some precious diamonds.

time to fix this.

i seriously need a break.

need to see those familiar, friendly faces.
need to see those loving eyes.
need to listen those heart-warming jokes.
need to hear those comforting voices.

never knew i would miss you guys this much.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Plain #2

i think i need to know
everytime i see you
this thing keeps on echoing in my cluttered mind

'what have i done..?'

it is my fault
for not asking you by myself
but i don't have the strength


and by now
i might just let it be
although i will not be at ease
for hurting a friend's feeling

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Plain.

All of sudden,

Out of nowhere,

You are treating me coldly.

What’s up with the icy attitude?

I know it’s winter.

But you don’t have to make things freezing in our friendship.

If I had done something wrong, you should tell me.

It’s not right by suddenly giving me that attitude.

You left me puzzled.

I may seem not to care.

But I’m not blind.

I could see.

I could see you’re avoiding me.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

kikitchi ezio, ichigotchi ezio, mamekatchi ezio.

tamagotchi.

the last time i played that thing when i was in primary school.
around 7 years old.
and 14 years later,
i play it again.

no particular reasons.
just missing the good old times. ;p

becky and i was wondering in a toy shop.
while waiting for our friends in the bookstore.
[dua kedai yg sungguh berbeza ;p]

walking
wondering
walking
wondering

found them hanging behind the cashier.

the cashier explain about each versions.

the latest one is version 6 (V6).
but it is different from the older version, version 5.5 (V5.5).

V6 requires you to raise a music star.
V5.5 requires you to raise a family to form a pure familitchi.

That is what I understand from the cashier explanation.

It's basically similar.
But seeing three characters on the screen seems more interesting.

So i bought the V5.5 for AUD 7.

Here it is !

Oh pakcik Nokia..sometimes ur camera does useful. :)

 
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