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Monday, May 31, 2010

life so far~

so long 31st may..
tomorrow it's gonna be the first day of june..

thinking back..
[reflection..reflection.. :P]

it's been +-4 months..

living here..
i think i can survive here..
alhamdulillah..

distance.
sometimes, it is a problem.

the thing that i hate the most living far from everyone else..

i could not be there when i should and i am supposed to be there.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

study group

bila dah nak exam
maka kumpulan2 belajar tumbuh bagaikan cendawan.

as for me
[tiba2 code switch pegi bi plak]
this sem's consist of khema, mina, far, asni, alia and ain.
tp slaen dari far n mina,
yg laen tu mmg dari dulu lg wat study group sama2.

pembahagian tajuk dilakukan.
so semua org ada chance nk jadi MKO (more knowledgeable others)
sorg in charge tapi boleh ditokok tambah oleh yg laen.
kira MKO tu jadi lead discussion utk tajuk itu lah.

nasib baek exam utk sem ni ada satu paper je..
hari rabu nie yakni pada 26 mei 2010.
[doakan kami semua :)]
tapi hari jumaat tuh kene anta dua assignment..
best betul exam n assignment pada minggu yg sama.
huhuhu.
redha jelaa..
[gaya mcm da siap padahal satu pon tak siap lg.. T__T]

pada hari sabtu dan ahad,
bermulah episod perbincangan hal ehwal perdana daripada kami di 801
bermula pada pukul 10 pagi
[sepatutnya, tp biasalah janji melayu kan.. :P]
maka,
nk dekat2 pukul 11 tu pon start la..
perbincangan, perdebatan dan yg seangkatan dengannya..
tp..
dah nama pon perempuan..
mengikut lecture note week 9
"gender and language"
multiple trajectory is common with women.

maka,
kami sedikit sebanyak
mestilah tersasar dari landasan.
lebih2 lagi jika tajuk perbualan adalah lebih menarik dari tajuk perbincangan.
dan lebih2 lagi apabila makanan menjadi tumpuan.
[time belajar cepat lapar ouh..]

tibe2 sy pon tak pasti apakah motif entry kali ini..
lebih baek ditamatkan begitu saja..
boleh tak?
[tanye mcm ade org bace..haha]

terima kasih kepada semua ahli study group kerana memberikan isi yg mantap.
semoga kita semua berjaya menjawab yg terbaek utk exam rabu ini.
insyaAllah~

motif gamba : biler kami mengalami tekanan mental buat sementara :P

Thursday, May 20, 2010

where?

it is nearly 3 a.m.
but the eyes still wide open
the book is lying in front
but the mind is not there

the clock is ticking
time is running out

lots to be done
lots to be completed

where?
where could the mind possibly be?

Sunday, May 16, 2010

walking alone anyone?

Some people said it sucks to walk alone.

but there's a time..
you'll crave to walk by your own.
to give time to yourself.
to be with your own mind.
to reflect the things in your life.
[aishh..ni keje becky la dok refleksi2 nie.. =__="]

Yeah.
Sometimes i do love to go anywhere on my own.

Especially
when i miss those i cannot meet.
when i want to be with those i cannot see.

Actually,
apart from the clogged mind,
these are the only reasons why sometimes i'll be anywhere alone.

Now you know why i'd rather be alone.



teacher's day

Hepy teacher's day

to my mum,
to my kak yong,
to my kak cak,
to all my teachers,
to all the future teachers,

like me?

[aiyarkkkk..!!]

hey...
m gonna be a teacher..
how cool is that?

[duhhhhhh~]

hahaha.
m gonna be a teacher.
bende yg tak penah bajet.
yelah..
masuk maktab dulu pon kne pakse..
=___=

apa2 pon..
idop mesti diteruskan..
lg dua tahun nk abis blaja..
pastu keje..

adoi..

mengertilah kerjaya cikgu itu sungguh berat
krn
ia melibatkan manusia2..
yg berbeza dari segi pemikiran
yg berbagai-bagai kerenah

[eh..jap..ape mrepek nie??]

anyway..
cikgu pon engineer jugak..
"social engineer"
[aiceh..sedapkan ati sendri..haha]

sblm pikir2 nk keje tuh..
assignment yg bersepah-sepah nie bler nk start buat fnar oii??

Saturday, May 15, 2010

adoi~

Note to self :
laen kali nk pegi balcony tuh tgk betul2 pintu tu da bukak ke blum..
=_____=

tadi pegi laundry..
pendekkan cerita..
then ade certain baju n jeans yg lembab sket..
nk pegi sidai kat balcony tuh..
tgh syok dok kibas2 jeans..
skilas pandang tgk pintu slide balcony tu mcm bukak..
dgn confident, yakin dan bersmgtnye melangkah tanpa tgk depan..
maka..
dgn itu..

GEDEGANG.

adoi..

bunyi yg kuat..
memecahkan keheningan suasana yg sunyi..

keluarlah wanie yg baru sudah solat..
kerana biliknya bergegar..
mengajukan soalan..

"ko jatuh ke?"

disebabkan diri sendri tgh tahan gelak..
tidak mampu berkata apa-apa..
melakonkan semula apa yg terjadi..

rupenye sliding door tu tak bukak lagi..
ade dua pintu kat balcony tuh..
satu yg ade net..
meaning mcm jaring2 tanak bagi serangga masuk..
satu lg tu mmc pintu biase yg clear punye..
pintu yg net tu je yg bukak..
tertipu..
padan muka.
sape suh tak tgk betul2..
kan da langgar pintu tuh..

tibe2 rase malu dgn diri sendri..
=_____=

[sakit jugak ouh,.huu~]
no further questions will be asked.
since
no answers were given.

it doesn't mean that i don't care.

but what's the point of asking if you are reluctant to tell?

just gonna let it be.

because i think i've already done my part.

from now on.

no more questions from me anymore.

Friday, May 14, 2010

The first Onitsuka Tiger :)

Salam..

okay2..
setelah di bebel kerana tidak mengupdate blog..
bukan tanak update..
tp tak tau nk mrepek apa..
haha.

i think i'll write about my first onitsuka tiger..hehe.
[alamak..sneakers lagi..tak abis2 ngn kasut kau tu fnar]
eleh..bia lah.. bluerk.. :P
beliau [erkk..beliau??] dirembat pada 13hb May 2010, 4.32 ptg.
hari yg bersejarah.
tak rancang nk beli kasut pon.
sbb ari tuh teman khema pegi cari kedai repair laptop.
hari yg mencabar.
sbb tak tau kedai tu terletak kat mana.
tak smpai lagi kat albion street.
sesat sana.
sesat sini.
salah naek bus.
jalan kaki jauh2.
alhamdulillah..
kedai tu jumpe jugak.
buleh la masuk amazing race mcm nie. :p
eh..da tersimpang..hehe
berbalik kepada kasut.

inilah beliau !!
tada
[bunyik drum]


Onitsuka Tiger Seck Hi Woman

^^

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

starting it again.

this afternoon,
(afternoon la kot.. :P)
i went to the bookshop to buy a sketch book.
(actually wanna buy a notebook but ends up with the sketch book)
nothing academic of course.
i just want to use it for my doodles or in other simpler words
'menconteng'
in that book.
i used to do it a lot.
but not anymore.
which i still wonder why.
=___=
until my hand is so 'keras'
not used to 'menconteng' anymore..
oh well..
it's time.
since being abroad do have the cons.
and it's the safest way to let go of any anger or negative emotions with this. :)


cheers~
what
will
you
do
when
the
person
who
can
stop
your
tears
is
the
one
making
you
cry?

Saturday, May 1, 2010

friends?

friends will trust you.

friends accept the weaknesses.

friends will have faith.

friends will stand by you.

friends share the laughter.

friends wipe the tears.

friends forgive.

friends will not bitching bout you.

friends don't lie.

friends will understand.

friends will not be a burden.

friends will give the honest opinion.

friends will never let you fall,
but if you did,
they'll be there to catch you.

friends know the pain behind a smile.

the words might sounds so perfect.

but that are something that i learn about friends,

from my own friends.

especially my besties.

and yes,

i agree with zetty.
if anyone said friendship is easy,
they never had a real friend.

look at the people around you.

are they your friends?

and

are you theirs?
 
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