Friday, July 22, 2011

This road~

This road..
Is not the route that many people will choose.

If you see it negatively,
you'll only see the dark clouds. 

You won't be able to see the light.

I'll always believe if you lose some, you gain some.
It's karma.

This semester,
it would be my last semester in this foreign country.

Mixed feelings?
Of course.
I'm not able to named some emotions that are emerging.

But this semester,
i can sense that it will be different.

And finally, this is another blabber from me.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Keimanan - Shaffix

Andai matahari di tangan kananku
takkan mampu mengubah yakinku
terpatri dan takkan terbeli dalam lubuk hati

Bilakah rembulan di tangan kiriku
takkan sanggup mengganti imanku
jiwa dan raga ini apapun adanya

Andaikan seribu siksaan
terus melambai-lambaikan derita yang mendalam
seujung rambut pun, aku takkan bimbang
jalan ini yang kutempuh

Bilakah ajal kan menjelang
jemput rindu-rindu syahid yang penuh kenikmatan
cintaku hanyalah untuk-Mu
tetapkan muslimku selalu

~~~meaningful song, 1st time denga kat WARM Camp 2011.
great experience and memories. 

lyrics from

Tuesday, May 31, 2011


Nothing will last.
Deep down, all of us realize the ugly truth.
why do we still hold on to the word
When it only fits with

'Nothing will last forever.'

Monday, March 28, 2011


Tired with digitals
Attempting for instant camera now
Fujifilm Instax Camera 7s

The only, ONLY problem is the cost of the film.

I'm loving it. <3

Monday, March 14, 2011

time, time, time.

this semester is the first time for me to juggle with my study while working.
i don't really have an enormous of free time like last year
which is something i miss.
oh well, when you gain something, you'll eventually lose something right?

i do able to get some stuff that has been on my wish list for so long
but since this year is my last year living here,
there are some things i've planned.
my personal mission.
that mission will be executed next May.

Thursday, February 24, 2011


My prayers are always with you.
Please be strong.
Although I know it is somehow 'cliche'

please be strong.

Thursday, February 10, 2011


The wall seems to get thicker.

The heart seems to be 'heartless'.

The self seems not to care.

But the 'light' is there.


It's within.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face your world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Extract from Hero by Mariah Carey

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


I'm not able to update this blog since my lappy crashed.
Picked it up from the 'hospital' yesterday.
It seems okay now but sometimes, it's unstable.
Guess i need to start saving money now..

Tomorrow is 'Australian Day' so it's a public holiday.
No need to work!
*clap clap*
No need to wake up early in the morning!
*clap clap clap*
I'm not sure about my plan tomorrow..
Might be just have a good rest.

Monday, January 17, 2011

The Clown

I am but a tearful clown.
Though I smile,
I cry inside.
The Clown

Sunday, January 16, 2011



Why we care about others' opinions on ourselves?
Why we need to make good impressions for others?
Why we don't want others to think negative about us?
Why we have to please others?

It's good to care about others.
As long as you don't forget how you feel.
As long as you don't lose yourself.

Thursday, January 13, 2011


Brisbane banjir.
Laptop rosak.
Duit takde.
Nak balik Malaysia.

Saya kan penyabar. :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


People change.
We do.

No matter how much we changed.
It's how we handle it that matters.

Friday, January 7, 2011


At night when the stars
light up my room,
I sit by myself
talking to the Moon.

Bruno Mars : Talking to the moon

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Significance of this picture?
*Credit to the internet since I forgot where I found this pic.*

Wednesday, January 5, 2011


Typical title right?
But this is life.
Of course it's common.

I told everyone I did not plan to come home this holiday and I was forced by my parents to come back.
I'm glad they did.

It's been the first time in my entire life to be away from my family for almost a year with limited communication.
I've been coping well.
*I guess*
But coming back after a long time,
it's a pure bliss.
Spending quality time with your parents and siblings.
Laughing, arguing, chatting.
I miss these moments even more now.

Coming back,
I'm able to reorganize my thoughts.
Lots of things happened.
So many things had changed.
this is life.
You gain some, you lose some.
But I'm not able to meet some people.
*Takde rezeki =.="*
Oh well,
guess I have to wait for another year then.


Heart them <3

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

sunrise ^^

balik brisbane arituh flight mlm,
so smpai mesti la pagi kan..
the best part of this journey,
dpt tgk sunrise..
bukannye tak pernah tgk si matahari tu terbit..
tp ni first time tgk dari atas awan..
[poyo je kau fnar]
nasib baik dpt seat seblah tingkap..kalo tak tgk bumbung kapal terbang tu je la.. =.="

sbb time tu still pening2 lalat & mamai baru bgun tdo,
inilah hasilnye..


 matahari malu2 nak keluar tuu..


another beginning~

it's finally 2011.

on the last day of 2010,
31st December 2010,
one important thing had been decided.
a decision,
which i don't how am i supposed to react with it.

i'm lying if i said i'm not effected by it.
but there's nothing i could do.
2011 will be another new beginning.

there's no need to dwell on the past.
it won't change anything.
the past,
it's just a history,
a memory
to be cherished.
the present determines the future.
let's concentrate on the present.
shall we?
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